Distorted Ecstasy
A dimension of mind, entering a route of the shadows.
Decaying Heat
Predatory love, a toxic cycle where romance and danger blur
Made in 2026. Used Prismacolor colored pencils. Dimensions : 18 × 24 in.
death is Near
Isolation, a feeling of being surrounded by rot and decay.
Made in 2021. Used Prismacolor colored pencils and mungyo oil pastels. Dimensions : 18 × 24 in.
Good Girl Series
A Distortion of Pleasure
Good Girl I & II
Mimicking the feeling of being “In Heat”
Made in 2022. Mungyo oil pastels. (left) and 2025 with Paul Ruben oil pastels (right). Dimensions : 18 × 24 in.
Mixed Media. Further edits of traditional pieces with Picsart for mirroring and filtering; procreate for final details.
Made in 2024-2026.
Digital reworkings
Good girlS
In Heat
Lick Me
A curated collection of fragmented beings, broken psyche, distorted reflections of self
Explore the Trip
Untitled.
Mixed Media ; Mungyo oil pastels, PicsArt & Procreate. Made in 2026.
Original Dimensions : 18 × 24 in.
Hyde & Seek
Mixed Media ; Mungyo oil pastels, PicsArt & Procreate. Made in 2026.
Original Dimensions : 18 × 24 in.
Into the snake
Mixed Media ; Paul Ruben oil pastels, PicsArt & Procreate. Made in 2026.
Original Dimensions : 18 × 24 in.
Flows of Depression
Mixed Media ; Prismacolor colored pencils, Mungyo oil pastels, PicsArt & Procreate. Made in 2026.
Original Dimensions : 18 × 24 in.
Inner Tension
a reflection into feelings of emptiness, how fears of failure, abandonment, and personal anxieties consume the being
Based on takashi Miike’s Rendition of Kakihara in “Ichi The Killer”.
Mixed Media. Used Paul Ruben oil pastels and edited on procreate.
Made in 2024 (Edited in 2026). Dimensions : 18 × 24 in.
Kakihara
The mix of relief and further deterioration that comes with using smoking to relieve anxiety or inner turmoil.
Used Caran d’ Ache wax Pastels.
Made in 2022. Dimensions : 18 × 24 in.
Having A Smoke
Being consumed by fears and failures of abandonment or rejection.
Used Paul Ruben Oil pastels & Prismacolor Colored pencils.
Made in 2024. Dimensions : 18 × 24 in.
Gone woman
Feeling exposed in vulnerability.
Used Prismacolor colored pencils & Caran d’ Ache wax Pastels
Made in 2022. Dimensions : 18 × 24 in.
Drowning
Distorted Ecstasy is all about confronting how lines blur between the beauty of desires or what I create; how it relates to mental health, past traumas, or issues. The ambiguity in arousal from fear versus seduction, is not a contradiction. Yet, a reminder of how complex the mind truly is.
Used: Prismacolor Colored Pencils & Caran D’ Ache wax pastels. Made in 2023. Dimensions : 18 × 24 in.
Reference: Painting of Mary Magdalene, Holding a skull by Jan Boeckhorst
Pain & Pleasure
Pain & Pleasure
Mixed media. Made in 2026